Wednesday, October 28, 2009

The saddest day, in fact – the most


I won’t say this story is ‘based on a true story’ inasmuch as this one is a true story. As the name, by itself depicts the plot of the story -it is about the saddest day of the protagonist in this story.

It was (a fine) Saturday evening, when the sun was about to hide itself from the people (normally people call it as sun set) behind the 20-storied, 30-storied tall buildings of the city, I decided to take a break from the hectic schedule of the week. I thought of several places to relax where I could see and feel only myself. The obvious choice was the Besant Nagar beach. Of course, it was not a place to see only myself, that too, on a Saturday evening. But, it was my obvious choice because I could reach my home, late in the night, in about 5-10 minutes from there. Yes, my home is just at a viewable distance if u stand near the flood light located near the coffee shop.

I left my office at 5 and it took nearly 2 hours to reach the parking area, thanks to the traffic. I parked my pulsar 150 dts-i safely, checked the lock twice and moved towards the sea shore. As I walked along the pavement, I looked for a lonely place where I could not see any pairs – decently called as Lovers, any newly married couples, any families or any college student gangs, in particular, as they are the ones who enjoy to a maximum and make the viewers embarrass (sometimes happy) by their pixilated activities. After a few minutes of search, I, finally, found the right place.

But, it was already occupied by a guy. He was sitting alone staring at the sky. I went to that place and sat few metres away from the guy. But, he never cared to have a glimpse of me, at least. I, too, started staring the sky. All I could see was, there were few stars, as a matter of fact, very few. The rest were hidden by the clouds. After few minutes, I got bored of it and rolled my eyes around to have a look at the things around me. As I turned left, i could find the guy, still staring at the sky. I wondered what this guy was looking at.

I started again to stare at the sky, with bated breath, hoping to find something attractive and appealing. But, I could find nothing special to stare so long. I turned up towards him and found him still staring at the same spot. I was intrigued and peeked into his face. Since, he was busy in his duty (staring the sky) he didn’t see me squinting at him.

I saw a blanket of sadness covering his face. After a bit of hesitation, I went near him and asked, “Can u tell me what are u staring at? So that I’ll also look at it and enjoy”

He didn’t even care to respond to my question and was busy in his duty. I found his mind is not in this earth. I did pat him on his shoulder and said “Hello”

Finally, his mind came back to earth and asked “what?”

“Are u in this world?” I questioned him. He was shocked; I could read that from his face reaction. Of course, everyone would have reacted in the same way when one hears such words from a stranger.

I spoke with him for nearly 30 minutes or so. I came to know about the reason for his sadness. Sadness symbolizes either a very big loss or a mere loss, in general – a loss. His sadness is also because of a loss – a big loss for him. Our conversation was broken by a call from his friend. He left the place as soon as he got the call, bidding me a formal adieu. I stayed there for another 30 minutes.

His loss continued to haunt me even after I reached my home, not because it was a big one (according to him).Actually, in my narrow view, it was a mere loss. But, something prevented me from forgetting about that matter. All I could do was to open my laptop and start writing about the evening so that my mind will be relieved, at least .And, that is what u are reading now. As I asked the question, “Are u in this world?” He was shocked. I told him that I was watching him for nearly 15 minutes and he was staring the empty sky continuously. I asked him the reason for his dull face. He remained silent staring at my eyes this time.

After asking him repeatedly, he started to elucidate his story reluctantly. His name is Rahul. He has recently -5 months before - joined in a leading software company. Yesterday was his graduation day. As usual, like every other guys, he too had great fun out there. After a 10 month gap, he met all his friends. All was well until he met the one who was his best friend. The verb ‘was’ may sound inappropriate. But the reason behind his words was: they never spoke a word for the past 8 months since they had a fight.

I wondered how could ‘best-friends’ exist without speaking a word for 8 months. But, then I figured out why the verb ‘was’ used by him. Also, I was curious to know the reason for the fight expecting some interesting story behind it. But, once I heard the reason, I wanted to burst out laughing. In order to maintain the sanity, I controlled myself.

The reason can be precisely said as misunderstanding and none other than that. The word fight sounds too much, in fact, the words ‘too-much’ sound too much. But, that was not the reason for his sadness which I could figure out from his face as he said that. So, i was not interested to know about the so-called fight. I straight away asked the reason for his dull face.

He continued that his best friend never spoke to him yesterday in the function. He was waiting near him for few minutes expecting that he will talk to him. The sad thing was his friend; sorry his best friend didn’t even care to look at him. As a result, he got vexed and moved away. I asked him why he didn’t try talking to him. He couldn’t answer. I answered myself for the question, EGO....

He too accepted it first but then tried to justify himself. He said that while returning home, he called him – his best friend. But, the response from him was unexpected in fact, intolerable to him. So, there started the first reason for his dull face. The reason is acceptable, in one way or other. Anyway, I asked him that is that the reason which made him to sit like as if he had lost a valuable thing.

Out of the blue, his voice became loud. He said that it was not the only reason. On hearing his loud voice, I was blown out of the water. But, as soon as he said that, he asked sorry for such a loud reply. I was not worried for that rather was curious to know his other reason. I asked him to continue. He, after that unexpected reaction from his best friend, was very much worried and regretted for calling him. But, I appreciated him for his decision to call him. These small, small fights (sorry, misunderstandings) between friends help them to bond stronger and perhaps even better – like a chemical bond.

He then boarded the bus with his friends to his home where they are staying. He badly wanted to free his mind from the disappointment. The only place that struck him, to free his mind was a theatre. After a 15 minutes travel he asked one of his friends to give him company for a movie. He knew that none of his friends other than him would respond positively as everyone was literally tired of the day.

As expected he nodded to accompany him. So, they both decided to get down at the stop nearer to the theatre, which is two stops away from his home. They both got balcony tickets and went to a hotel to have dinner. After finishing the dinner, they went into the theatre. In the intermission, Rahul’s friend got his Mobile. The second and ultimate reason for his sadness started there.

Rahul didn’t care to get his mobile back. The second half of the movie began and as the climax was nearing, Rahul suddenly thought of his mobile and asked his friend for the same. But, sadly, it was not in his friend’s pocket as expected. Both began to search in and around their seats. It was not found there. There were roughly 30-40 people. They started to ask every single person about the mobile. Sadly, everyone said that they had not seen it.

His friend was more nervous than Rahul himself. He searched the entire balcony while Rahul was busy searching in the lobby near the canteen where they were standing during the break. But, it was found nowhere. As, he finished narrating the incident, I saw his face was very much deplorable.

I asked for his mobile’s model. He said it was NOKIA E-51. It was the one which i presented my wife on her recent birthday. It costs nearly 11.5k bucks. It’s a bit costly, that too for him. Anyway, I tried to encourage him by saying; “nowadays it’s a common practice for everyone to miss their mobile.” He immediately said, “Yes, maybe missing one is common, but missing three isn’t.”

I was really shocked to hear that. I asked him to come again. He said that, he himself had lost two mobiles during his final year in his college. On hearing that my immediate question was how could his parents buy him a costly one as his third mobile? He said about the way how he persuaded them for their approval. It was really funny when he said about that. In fact, he himself grinned while saying it.

I asked him about his friend’s reaction after losing the mobile and his parents too. He said, the reason for his dull face was because of his parents’ reaction. He said that they didn’t scold him but instead, hung the phone immediately. He said he was worrying not because his mobile is lost (as it was not new to him) but for letting his parents down.

He said that his friend assured him that he will buy him a new mobile but, he declined his offer. I really felt proud for the boy for not accepting his friend’s offer. As I was about to ask him about his plan to buy a new mobile, his mobile rang. He excused himself and attended the call. After a couple of minutes, he said that the call was from his friend and he has to leave immediately.

On seeing my face, he himself told that the mobile he had in his hand by that time was his other friend’s old mobile and he is using it temporarily. I gave him my visiting card and asked him to come to my home tomorrow so that I‘ll help him in buying a new mobile (for that instance, I forgot about my wife). He declined my offer too.

But, he said that yesterday was his saddest, in fact, the saddest of his life. He lost his best friend (as he didn’t even care to call him back to accept his apology) and his third mobile. I warned him that though, as of now, yesterday may be his saddest but; there are still a lot more to come and he should accept it positively rather than feeling for it all alone. He said it was nice talking to me as his pain was a bit reduced. He assured me that he will come to my home tomorrow if and only if, i assure him that i won’t offer him anymore. I accepted that. He left the place after bidding a formal adieu to me.

Though he left the place his face remained in my mind and for the rest 30 minutes i was only thinking of him. And it made me to write about the evening as i felt like sharing it with someone. I feel bad for not getting either his contact number or his address. But I hope he’ll come tomorrow and with that hope I‘m going to hit the sack.

When my phone rang ….


“You and I in this beautiful world… green grass… blue skies…”

I took my mobile reluctantly from the left pocket of my trousers. It displayed the caller’s name… hmmm…It’s her…

“Hello…” I said eloquently.

“Hey… sorry… I’m stuck in traffic. I will be there in 15 minutes for sure,” she elucidated to me.

I saw my watch. It showed the time as 16:03.

“Alright, No big deal,” I said, in a sweet tone to hide my sarcastic words, and dropped down the call. These girls never keep up the timings. However, they always smartly, in one way or the other, find a reason for their delay.

What can I do for another 15 minutes – which is like 15 days or even more when you are waiting for a person all alone?

Should I sit simply gazing the trees or the men selling groundnuts or the people near me who actually are busy with their respective works – which I’ve been for the past 15 minutes?

No, I can’t do it anymore. I kept the greeting card that I was holding in my hand till now aside and closed my eyes. All those things that happened yesterday came circling my mind.

It’s better to tell you those so that the rest 15 minutes won’t be boredom for me, hopefully. Just hang on for few minutes and listen…

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When my phone rang yesterday evening at half past four, I thought it would be none other than her, as usual. But I got disappointed for the 7th time, 21st in total since that incident had happened. It was a disquieting incident that took place exactly on the same day (to be specific, it was Saturday) of last week.

I threw my phone indignantly, which showed its strength even after hitting the hardest thing in my room – the marble carving – that was presented by her on my 21st birthday. After few seconds, I unruffled myself and ran towards the phone not to check it (for any damage) but the marble carving.

I thanked God for not causing any damage to the most precious, cherished thing in my room (only from 21st June 2008, until then it was my tricycle that my dad presented me on my 5th birthday). I wiped the area of the marble where that fucking phone had hit, and put my lips over it to feel the pain. Luckily, there wasn’t any indelible mark. AT that moment, I felt myself as a duffer (it doesn’t SUIT me though).

I felt discredited for showing my anger towards the one – the mobile phone – which I have been thinking as human’s best ever invention as every lover in this world would think. It wasn’t my fault. I was prone to do that. The reason was simple. Yes, you guessed it right; it was her, not alone though. She, along with that so called customer care of the India’s leading mobile service provider.

You might wonder what connection these two have. Actually, they don’t have any connection directly, but they do, indirectly, in my case. You will come to know about it later. The ‘customer care’ helps us a lot when we are at their doors, but that’s not the case when they come to ours. They nearly kill us, you see.

Alas! Yesterday wasn’t my day… as nothing worked in my favour. It might be a coincidence, as all negative things, together, happened to me yesterday – be it the repeated calls from the customer care for activating HELLO TUNES (why the fuck should I spent 30 bucks per month for someone to listen to a song while calling me? Just to please them? I hate this to the core) or no calls from her for the past 7 days or whatever. Maybe I was doomed to meet such things, after all. I remembered PAULO COELHO’s lines in his book – “The Alchemist”. It is “There is no such thing as coincidence”. But at that point of time, my mind found it hard, too hard, to accept it.

I came back to the hall and sat in the couch. I tried to be out of this, but my mind didn’t. It started thinking about the incident that happened on the other day (the same day of last week, as I said earlier). Had she been in that place some five minutes earlier or had I been there some five minutes later, this day wouldn’t be like this. Not only this day, even the past seven days wouldn’t be like this.

As I was thinking about that disquieting incident, that fucking phone rang again for the eighth time. “You and I… in this beautiful world… green grass… blue skies…” I thought I shouldn’t have had this as my ring tone since it drastically induced my eagerness to talk to her further more.

It was an unknown number just like my past three calls. My hand was hardly moving towards it as it wasn’t agile anymore. But my heart activated my brain to move my hand towards it. Shit! My hand obeyed its boss’s order though it didn’t want to do so.

It was a girl’s voice, but certainly not hers. The girl on the other side, at her best, was giving instructions to activate HELLO TUNES. The anger that I was trying to control constantly rose up in proportion to the girl’s voice. Few seconds later, I started to shout at her as I forgot it was a recorded call. I was arrantly in a state of lunacy. I hardly spoke any good words, as almost every to-be-censored words came out without any speed breakers and hurdles. (Sometimes, as in this case, chatting among friends helps a lot.)

It took nearly a minute for me to realize what exactly had happened. I dropped the call. My hand was on the brink of doing the same mistake that I did few minutes earlier. Luckily, my mind worked in favour of me in a positive way and my hand had no other option than to obey its boss’s order.

I decided to switch off my mobile rather than to answer any unknown girl, and did the same. Meanwhile, the clock in the hall struck 5 times indicating the time as 5 P.M. My mind thought it’d be better to have a nap to come back to normal. It wasn’t a profound idea, I knew. But it wasn’t a daffy idea either. I went to my room with the dead mobile. I kept it on my table and fell on my bed. Wow! This time my entire body responded to its boss’s order – to sleep.

The knock at the door made me to wake up. It was none other than my mom asking me to come for dinner. Without opening the door, I replied her in a manner that a studying son would exactly do. Ah! My sweet mom, she never suspects me…

The clock in the hall struck few times which I couldn’t count exactly as I was still in a drowsy state. I saw the time in my table clock. It showed the time as 7 P.M. Well, I had a good nap for nearly 2 hours. As I was about to get up, human’s greatest invention glittered due to the reflection of light rays from the bulb.

This time before my brain’s order, my hand took it and switched it on. I was staring the phone for almost 2 minutes like a teenage guy who would stare a beautiful girl crossing him. It was my mom’s voice again which made me to move towards the door. As I was about to open the door, human’s greatest invention screamed again with its ring tone… I smirked and went back to check who it was, this time with no expectations. It was an unknown number again. I did cut the call immediately and turned towards the door. It was when I kept my fourth step my phone screamed again.

It, too, was an unknown number, but same as the previous one. I did the same as I did for the previous call. I was about to switch it off, but there was a call again that too from the same number. This time unlike the last calls, I attended the call and waited for few seconds to check for the customer care, but there was a dead silence at the other end.

I broke the silence and said, “Hello…”
           
“H…i…” the voice drawled at the other end.

I recognized the voice. I was besieged. Meanwhile it continued, “Hi… bunny… it’s me, Nisha. Sorry for whatever happened…”
           
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“Hi bunny…” The same voice… Yes, it’s Nisha’s, but not in the phone.

I turned back …

Ah... She is here. I can’t continue anymore about what happened yesterday after that. She will screw me. I am not ready to experience the same misery once more. The time now is quarter past four. She had come fifteen minutes earlier. I am waiting in this park for nearly 30 minutes by now. It seems I am over punctual today. What to do? Okay, I will continue on some other day. Sorry…

“Hi…”
“How long have u been waiting here?”
“It’s almost an hour by now dear… ”
  
“Hey… this is for you…” I gave the card to her to show her how much I     missed her… I can see her eyes filled with tears… (Ah, this is working for me… great…)
                                               
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