Four years ago:
Nick
created Facebook profile even before knowing what it was all about; it was only
because of the fact that one of his pals had sent a mail with a link to join
it. He hardly logged into it in the next six or seven months until he noticed a
mail from Facebook reminding him about his friend’s birthday that week. Not to mention he thanked Facebook for the
remainder for he’d have forgotten the day otherwise. He was still having no
clue about what to do with that mail. He just followed the link, logged in, and
saw a couple of his friend’s profile pages. That was about it then. He
preferred Twitter to Facebook more so because the later was all Greek to him.
Three years and six months ago:
Nick came
to know that Facebook was also referred as FB. He had almost 50 friends in his
list. He learnt how to post a status, how to post in other’s timeline. From
then on, he started posting birthday wishes on his friend’s timeline. He also
learnt what “likes” and “shares” are. He felt happy whenever he got a notification.
He was all excited to check who had commented or liked his status or something
he had posted/shared. All this time, he wasn’t aware that Jane was also in FB.
Three years ago:
Nick’s
friend list hit 125. It was less for someone who has been in FB for more than a
year or so, but given the fact that he was choosy in accepting or sending the
friend requests, it was quite an achievement. He came to know that Jane also has
a FB account. He was never happy like the way he was when the news came to his
ears. Just as anyone else on his shoes would have done, he logged into Facebook
immediately and searched for Jane Marler. A smart person that he was, he found Jane
in a matter of few seconds. Back then, her friend list didn’t even hit a
half-century. He wanted to hit the “Add Friend” button very badly, but the
situation demanded otherwise. He was content on being able to stalk her
profile. In a way, that was more than what he deserved for what had happened
between them.
Two years and nine months ago:
Nick
started posting some random updates – at least one on each day. Most people
didn’t understand what those updates were about. He was least bothered. He knew
what they meant. There were few comments for each of his posts, and more than
few likes. However, he lost interest in likes
and comments. All that mattered to him
was how to get a like or a comment from Jane. Will it even be possible in the first place, he wondered. But he had
a hope – a hope that made him a fool, for long. In the meantime, he had so many
good memories in FB, like the several unforgettable chats with the ever-hidden
“X” and “Y”, occasionally-available-online “Z”. Among all those good memories
FB had offered him, there was also one thing that made him feel bad. He missed her
in the friend-list, big time. But the stalking continued. He liked and
commented on the photos she was tagged in; of course, all mentally only. Her
friend-list had crossed 150 already and was constantly increasing every time he
stalked her profile. He was worried for not being one among them. In fact, he
longed to be one of them.
Two years ago:
No one
found Nick in FB. He had deactivated the FB account. He was careful enough not
to delete the account permanently as he didn’t want to lose all his rambles.
Question: So why did Nick end the
only way of communication between him and Jane (even if it was meant to be
one-way)?
Answer: Nick thought that it was
the only possible way to stop him from stalking Jane. To say the least, it was
something that he was ashamed of.
“X”, “Y”,
and few others questioned him about the reason for quitting FB. He smiled their
questions off. At times, that wasn’t enough; there were few assumptions put
forth. He would knock them off with a simple answer, “Never mind, I’ll be back
soon.”
A year and three months ago:
Nick kept
his promise; not only to end the speculations, but also due to the fact that he
couldn’t control the urge to know what’s happening with Jane.
Nine months ago:
Nick
deactivated the FB account. It was the same reason as last time. But in a span of few weeks, he
reactivated the FB account owing to the insistence of “X”.
Two month ago:
Nick was
still stalking Jane. There were no updates from her. The profile, the timeline
and all remained the same for quite a few weeks.
Yesterday:
Nick
couldn’t find Jane in FB. He searched a lot through all the known means. After
few minutes, he realized that she did something that he had done twice in the
past. He knew that the reason might not be the same. He was worried, like a
lot. He didn’t talk to anyone for the next few hours. He didn’t attend any of
the phone calls as well. He wanted to be away from the whole world. He was more
worried about what was affecting her that made her quit FB.
Today:
Nick
couldn’t stop searching for Jane even though he knew it’s of no use anymore.
Surprisingly, she was found. He posted a status in his timeline. It read, “Oh yeah, it’s so good to see you back.
:)”
Poor Nick. He still lives with hopes.
One of them is that somewhere, sometime, Jane stalks him. Maybe, it’s true.
No comments:
Post a Comment